PRECARIOUS DARLING
"Life comes with a price, so I took that life."
PROFILE

" My love is mine all mine "
Hello. I am Haruka, mostly known as Ruka/Haru. I am an artist and an active role-player online.This website is best on desktop view.
My age is ranged in between 16 to 18 years old, born on the 1st of January.
I am an INTJ 8w1.
I am panromantic | aroflux | ace, demifluid. I prefer going by he/they."Everything else is yet to be known, intrigue me."
ABOUT ME
" The body, her vessel. "
For new peopleI have frequent mood swings, so in case I'm in a very low place, please do not interact.I do dark humor sometimes. In case you find it unsettling or uncomfortable, make sure to tell me, I will understand.
I was an active artist, I can do either traditional and digital.I am not as online on discord anymore. I do not accept friend requests unless important or if you're a very close friend. My art account was on instagram.I also upload speedpaints on youtube if I can remember to do so.I love to write often, mainly angst and tragedy.
" She is but a human being."
BEFORE YOU INTERACT
For new people
" I chose to cower in the face of light and thrive in the mist of shadows. "
I do not reply to dry texts from strangers, it makes me tense and hesitant. Please lighten up the atmosphere...I have specific topics I find triggering, please keep them in mind.If I block you, I never do this without proper reason. If you find yourself blocked, you must've done something bad to me or my friends. It's on you.
DO NOT EVER BRING UP/DO- Heavy/Explicit NSFW/18+ content and jokes. Slight mentions and hints are still unsettling but it doesn't do as much.
- Mentions of s
- Family Loss.
- I have a very strong aversion to Conflict.
- Backstabbing, lying and creating false hopes.
- DO NOT interact with me when I'm frustrated or stressed, it's not the best time.When crossed: I will go non-verbal, shut down, or go blank. Depends on the severity.
DNI LIST AND PRECAUTIONS
" Music blinded my eyes from the truth. It is an escape. "
DO NOT INTERACT- Bigoted people in general, basic dni criteria.(E.g, Racists, Homophobes, anything that involves discrimination.)
- groomers, STRICTLY DO NOT.
- Toxic people. Self explanatory.
- Problematic ships, proshippers NO.
- If you are in bad terms with my close friends, then dni.
- Arrogant people.If you know you're in bad terms with me then DNI, I wouldn't be in the right mind to deal with any of you.
PRECAUTION- This user is recently having a very unstable sense of identity. Be careful with your questions when getting to know them.
- My tendency to spiral is very likely when exposed to negative stimuli. To avoid it, I will start to drift away or avoid conflict in general. In case I am no longer present in a conversation.
- I do not like invalidation. I'd really prefer if any form of misunderstanding is resolved through the simple act of.. communicating.
- I'm very sensitive whenever I get teased for my enthusiasm with academics.
- I overthink a lot, be careful with leaving me on conversations or situations without context.
- I drain easily.Breaking certain boundaries on purpose in hopes to annoy me will only make me pity you. Seriously? But you concern me, so at least talk about your troubles man.