Hello. I am Haruka, mostly known as Ruka/Haru. I am an artist and an active role-player online.This website is best on desktop view.

My age is ranged in between 16 to 18 years old, born on the 1st of January.
I am an INTJ 8w1.
I am panromantic | aroflux | ace, demifluid. I prefer going by he/they.
"Everything else is yet to be known, intrigue me."

ABOUT ME

      For new peopleI have frequent mood swings, so in case I'm in a very low place, please do not interact.I do dark humor sometimes. In case you find it unsettling or uncomfortable, make sure to tell me, I will understand.


I was an active artist, I can do either traditional and digital.I am not as online on discord anymore. I do not accept friend requests unless important or if you're a very close friend. My art account was on instagram.I also upload speedpaints on youtube if I can remember to do so.I love to write often, mainly angst and tragedy.

" She is but a human being."


BEFORE YOU INTERACT

      For new people

I do not reply to dry texts from strangers, it makes me tense and hesitant. Please lighten up the atmosphere...I have specific topics I find triggering, please keep them in mind.If I block you, I never do this without proper reason. If you find yourself blocked, you must've done something bad to me or my friends. It's on you.



DO NOT EVER BRING UP/DO- Heavy/Explicit NSFW/18+ content and jokes. Slight mentions and hints are still unsettling but it doesn't do as much.
- Mentions of suicide and s/h.
- Family Loss.
- I have a very strong aversion to Conflict.
- Backstabbing, lying and creating false hopes.
- DO NOT interact with me when I'm frustrated or stressed, it's not the best time.
When crossed: I will go non-verbal, shut down, or go blank. Depends on the severity.


DNI LIST AND PRECAUTIONS

          DO NOT INTERACT- Bigoted people in general, basic dni criteria.(E.g, Racists, Homophobes, anything that involves discrimination.)
- Pedophiles, groomers, STRICTLY DO NOT.
- Toxic people. Self explanatory.
- Problematic ships, proshippers NO.
- If you are in bad terms with my close friends, then dni.
- Arrogant people.
If you know you're in bad terms with me then DNI, I wouldn't be in the right mind to deal with any of you.

             PRECAUTION- This user is recently having a very unstable sense of identity. Be careful with your questions when getting to know them.
- My tendency to spiral is very likely when exposed to negative stimuli. To avoid it, I will start to drift away or avoid conflict in general. In case I am no longer present in a conversation.
- I do not like invalidation. I'd really prefer if any form of misunderstanding is resolved through the simple act of.. communicating.
- I'm very sensitive whenever I get teased for my enthusiasm with academics.
- I overthink a lot, be careful with leaving me on conversations or situations without context.
- I drain easily.
Breaking certain boundaries on purpose in hopes to annoy me will only make me pity you. Seriously? But you concern me, so at least talk about your troubles man.